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Why do I have to take the pain of feeling sick to my stomach every single day? I will never look at him the same way again. I will never look at her the same way again. The only thing I can do is look in disgust, disappointment, and anger. What the ******** did I do to deserve this? I will forever carry this huge, gaping wound that may heal so slowly it's like it's not healing at all.

Why did kindling have to be continuously added to the fire? Why wasn't water used to put the flames out? Well now I'm burned to a crisp and it's all your fault.