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Why does everyone always tell me what i can and can't do?
It's none of their ******** business...
Why can't they all just let me be?
I sit in the back and be as quiet as possible, yet they find me anyway...
They've got to learn what i can do to them...
I can kill them where they stand, but i don't...
People think i'm totally insane and can't control myself...
Imagine how much control i need to have to stop myself from murdering anyone who says that to me...
Can't the world just go away for one ******** minute?
Whenever it seems to turn away, it comes right back and attacks again...
I can't take this for much longer... I only have one reason to live now...
And it was a promise... a promise i don't intend to break...
I promised a very special person that i would live...
I'm going to live for her until the end...
That person is my fiance, she knows who she is






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`Laetificus Infernus
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commentCommented on: Sat May 26, 2007 @ 12:44am
I KNOW TOO!
It's -whispers-
RIGHT?


commentCommented on: Sat Jun 23, 2007 @ 07:05pm
Hey,


Maybe the world is telling you what you can’t do...that well.
So you can learn it better and become stronger?
I mean look at it.
You have already become strong by showing self control.
But for that to have happened someone had to tick you off.
And for you to get better at it, someone else had to tick you off.
And of course the world seems to go away then comes at you fast.
Everyone feels it at some time.
It’s not like the worlds out to get you.
And trust me that one min of the world leaving you alone?
Yeah, after a day or so you become as lonely as hell!
And you will want it back. You just don’t see that right now.
And sadly if you break the promise! You will be more then a lair.
You will be so destroyed and you would have also given in. And isn’t that was the bullies and mean guys want? They fear people stronger then them. And having the control to keep calm and not kill your self that shows strength which I can see you have isy.


~~a fellow friend~~



Aries the goddess of fire
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