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I feel old Today in PE we found josephina's sister (we still don't forgive you, Tatsumi) and we were being quite random. It reminded me of 6th grade, when we were all so random and silly and light hearted. Depressing things are cool and all, and I know it would be hard to go back to it now, but... I just want to go back to 6th grade when everything was so great. All those great friends, and laughs, and times.... I want to go back to before. Before we got enjoyment out of talking about suicide, or some other dark thing. Before we had to be carefull not to say something that might be taken in a perverted way.... Anime is so cool. I wouldn't be able to stop reading it now, but... it's changed me. It's changed everyone in my grade level who's read it. I'd almost do anything to just go back to those times for one day. Why can't we go back to the days we wished would never end? I don't mean to sound emo here, and I'm not trying to say "woe is me", I just miss it a bit, is all... I wonder if my friends and I will ever be the same?

Posted by: sprinkledonuts Thu Mar 15, 2007 @ 12:02am

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The skin fades away to make room for the heart; our veins intertwine so we can't be apart.

Collecting flowers.

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invalidxcharacter
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Sat Mar 17, 2007 @ 12:56am

How pointlessly wistful, wishing for the past.

I've been an anime fanatic since 5th grade, so I
can't entirely relate. However, in 5th grade, it
wasn't a obsession, and the biggest worry I had
was getting some kid I had a crush on to notice me.
I guess I miss those days, too.

ElementChild
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Sun Mar 18, 2007 @ 06:20pm

I don't care if you hate me. Josephina was evil. EVIL I TELLS YA. I don't regret killing her. So yeah.

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Fri Mar 23, 2007 @ 03:03am

Don't worry. I fell the same way every day and wonder "what could I have done to make that day more worth while?"But we can't constantly live our lives hopeing for the past to return, we just habe to keep on going foward.

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Fri Mar 23, 2007 @ 05:48am

I was just rereading this, and I realized...I was a lot nicer in sixth grade then I am now, two years later. However, that might be from the fact that I know a whole lot more about the world now (and some of it I would have preferred to never have found out... sweatdrop ) than I did back then.

But...I still think I like myself better now. The most positive side effect from changing, I think, was that most of us are more tolerant now. (I'm not sure about Michelle-I think that she might actually be less tolerant now than before-but for myself I'm sure.)

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