Hello, my gaian friends! xd
I've recenly watched 300 and it was a cool movie. It had a lot of sex scenes.. which I thought was unneccessary since I thought the queen was ugly and unattractive... the king and the queen were in their middle ages, so I don't like seeing two old people having sex. EEEeew! That's just so gross! gonk My boyfriend and his friends thought of the queen as sexy. I was so sick of hearing it; it bugged me and annoyed me to death! I wish they would stop talking about that ugly queen. I thought the pretty boy guy was hot.. he had nice packs and everything! Mmmmmm... heart
Then just last night, my boyfriend and I went to his friend's house and there he played Call of Duty and I played World of Warcraft. I was getting SO into the game that I guess the guys there felt comfortable enough to play their porn on the wide screen projector! I felt like I was one of the guys... and to tell you the truth that really broke my heart because I don't want to be treated like a guy. I wanted to be treated like an angel. But they were just watching porn like it didn't disturb me at all. I felt sooooooo upset and angry at them and my boyfriend for watching that, so I asked my boyfriend if I could leave early. So he said he would drive me home.. he told me that he knew that it was bugging me. So he decided to buy me some icecream at McDonald's (my icecream cone was vanilla) and we walked around Tumon (one of the villages here and entertainment pleasures for the tourists here). I felt sort of better talking to my boyfriend about it. But now I don't feel like a very cool girlfriend anymore. sad I just wanted to cry in my bedroom and never come out! I guess watching porn with the guys really trammatized me so much!
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeew! I don't want guys to treat me like one of them!!! It's SOOOOOOOOOOOO un-lady-like!!! xp
Later that night, my boyfriend told me that I was the best girlfriend ever that I was smart and sexy at the same time, that made me feel so special and loved! heart I was so glad that he loves me and only me and not some pornstar.. I guess that was why I wanted to stoop that low one time. I wanted to become a pornstar too! So that I would have tons of fanboys.. but I know that I couldn't please all the guys in the world.. only one man and that would be my boyfriend. heart
Okay... until next time.. I'll be updating some more about my life and other stuff! biggrin
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Love,
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I've recenly watched 300 and it was a cool movie. It had a lot of sex scenes.. which I thought was unneccessary since I thought the queen was ugly and unattractive... the king and the queen were in their middle ages, so I don't like seeing two old people having sex. EEEeew! That's just so gross! gonk My boyfriend and his friends thought of the queen as sexy. I was so sick of hearing it; it bugged me and annoyed me to death! I wish they would stop talking about that ugly queen. I thought the pretty boy guy was hot.. he had nice packs and everything! Mmmmmm... heart
Then just last night, my boyfriend and I went to his friend's house and there he played Call of Duty and I played World of Warcraft. I was getting SO into the game that I guess the guys there felt comfortable enough to play their porn on the wide screen projector! I felt like I was one of the guys... and to tell you the truth that really broke my heart because I don't want to be treated like a guy. I wanted to be treated like an angel. But they were just watching porn like it didn't disturb me at all. I felt sooooooo upset and angry at them and my boyfriend for watching that, so I asked my boyfriend if I could leave early. So he said he would drive me home.. he told me that he knew that it was bugging me. So he decided to buy me some icecream at McDonald's (my icecream cone was vanilla) and we walked around Tumon (one of the villages here and entertainment pleasures for the tourists here). I felt sort of better talking to my boyfriend about it. But now I don't feel like a very cool girlfriend anymore. sad I just wanted to cry in my bedroom and never come out! I guess watching porn with the guys really trammatized me so much!
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeew! I don't want guys to treat me like one of them!!! It's SOOOOOOOOOOOO un-lady-like!!! xp
Later that night, my boyfriend told me that I was the best girlfriend ever that I was smart and sexy at the same time, that made me feel so special and loved! heart I was so glad that he loves me and only me and not some pornstar.. I guess that was why I wanted to stoop that low one time. I wanted to become a pornstar too! So that I would have tons of fanboys.. but I know that I couldn't please all the guys in the world.. only one man and that would be my boyfriend. heart
Okay... until next time.. I'll be updating some more about my life and other stuff! biggrin
Please leave your thoughts and comments about my journal in the comment box! sweatdrop
I love you all! heart
Love,
darkness angel heart
