Sometimes I wonder if it's worth it. I always care and worry about my friends. I get so stressed about some stuff I get sick. I feel like I give and give and give and never get anything back. Somtimes I wonder if it's worth it to care and worry so much. I mean if they don't care for me back how can I call them friends. I mean even friends I thought were my friends... and I thought cared about me... don't. Not really anyway. I don't think any friend of mine cares about me...
And sometimes I wonder how I can care so much about other people and not care about myself. Maybe it's because no one cares about me that I can't or don't know how to care about myself. Either way all I know is it's gotta stop. I gotta get out of her some how. No matter WHAT I'm getting out of here. One way... or another...
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