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wow today really sucks i feel so sad because my poppy might pass away soon and i have really nothing that i can do about it. what wrong with me. shouldnt i just be prepard for this oh god help. i feel so small right now. it like noone at school except a few of my close frinds will listion to my pain. but if i go to another one of my friends it like talking to a fricking brick wall. ever sence some of them started to date. it was like they made there on little group and if you weren't dating thry'll be a quite and crap. i feel so pissed that they'd do this. they say "oh' when ever you need some one just to liston to you im always there" but it seems like im the one the talk to and they dont liston. oh well i got to go i'll write in later