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Here's basically everything.. I need to get this down and deal with it.... -sighs- but no motivation is within me.... okay:

- I need to study more for english, or figure it out or something. This woman is driving me crazy!! -foams at the mouth-

- I still haven't sent the goddam app waver so they havent' even looked at it.

- I think some thing experied for a music scholarship thingie.. damnit. I hate myself.

- I haven't done a single thing for the doran scholarship. I hvaen't gone to see the counsler or mrs. o or anything. I'm .. I'm doomed.

- I don't know how I'm going to get into college otehrwise. I feel.. stupid.. utterly stupid. I want someone else to do it for me, and obviously that isn't going to happen...

- I guess... that's it.... I keep looking back.. Keep thinking ' I shoulda I shoulda I shoulda'... but now it won't help me to think on it, and I can't find the courage to do it now and keep falling farther and farther behind.. please.. give me the answers.. -tear- tell me what to do.. somebody. anybody...