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Hi guys and gals.....Im making another little entry and if you read oh well if not oh well...today was HELL at work...but ya know even though I got yelled at and burnt a bazillion times...I still looked forward to coming home....to talking to Jess cause its saturday and she doesnt have school so I was happy.....and I was really happy to talk to her.....but then she told me she put my x-mas present (a picture of her[no its not bad its just a picture but I happen to like it A LOT] )on her account thing....and it really made me sad.....cause I thought the picture was really special...ya know? like to me it was mine....and I know she couldnt have known how special to me it was...but.....It stilll hurt...and when we were talking about it...she took it down....so its like....I feel horrible cause I feel like I forced her to take it down.....even though I didnt come out and say take it down.............GOD I HATE MY HEAD....Its like I have things to say and I kinda just wish people could read me....and know me...but life isnt that simple...See...I hate not being able to say what I think or describe the way I feel....cause its impossible to put into words...I really love her and all though....and the sad thing is...even though she kinda already took it down...it stilll kinda feels like the picture isnt that special anymore.....but Im not going to tell her that...unless she reads this.....and if she does oh well....but chances are she wont.....welll...peace love heart