Right. I have decided that I have most definitely made some very bad choices in the past. I wonder what in the world would have possessed me to date most of the men that I have, if you can call it dating, and you can call them men.
Now, the bigger question is why? Temporary insanity? Heavy drug use? Blinders that hid their overwhelming faults? I think, it was just desperation. However, ladies and gentlemen alike, if you read this I want you to know: A superficial relationship with someone you don't like is NOT better than no relationship at all. And NO, you cannot change them. If they are shallow pricks/femme fatales when you meet them, they will always be that way unless you have some magick potion to fix it.
At least I seem to have lucked out with Mathew. He's turned out rather nicely. True, he could learn a little bit about housework, but he's really great to me. Maybe a little flirtatious, but once he realized how much it bothered me, he's stopped. I love him so much.
Now why couldn't I have met him sooner instead of wasting my time with these useless, unstable pricks....?
 Lunari · Wed Mar 02, 2005 @ 04:41am · 1 Comments |
