Last night I dreamt of YOU dumping me and avoiding all my phone calls. I went to MegaByte where you were working at and Shane's wife and Cathy were there and they wanted to take me to go shopping with them so I said ok.. We brought back strawberry and key lime whip yogurt. Shane began to eat the strawberry one.. and that was suppose to be us ladies own. Then you were walking towards me and said to leave. I said ok and said bye to Cathy and Shane's wife. I was crying and I looked back and it seemed like everyone was having fun... WITHOUT me.. I saw your face glow with happiness. I couldn't believe what I was seeing. Avoiding me at school. I felt sooooo depressed without you. I kept on following you and then I gave up on you when you told me that you HATE ME. I ran away from you and while I was running I stopped and realized that I don't have a boyfriend anymore then I went home and there has been a robbery at my house and it was Ken. He killed my siblings and then he took out his gun and shot me in the head. He left my parents alive. But Jeong Won, Seung Woo and I died. My parents were crying and I saw their faces in shock that my siblings and I had a short life. Ken went to jail and sentenced death as well. My mom found my diary and it said that I love my parents, siblings and my one true love.. and that was YOU! shgnwgn! My mom walked up to you (of course you came to my funeral) and then she slapped your face. She said crying,"You killed my precious daughter!" You didn't know what to say and you had tears in your eyes.. realized that I was really gone for good. That you'll never see my face again! You felt guilty. Years passed by. My parents had already gone and you grew old. You had no children... no wife... you visited my grave every so often. It was a really sad dream. sad I woke up this morning feeling very unloved. I woke up with tears and... told myself... that was a really intense dream. I really felt like I died because I couldn't really breathe. eek
cry I'm watching Jay Leno right now. - - -> Time now: 10:06 AM
shgnwgn is my real life and gaian boyfriend.. sweatdrop
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