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So multiple things have occured to your favourite taunter over the passed couple of months... some things that have proven to hit me quite hard and effectively... but these are things I plan to keep concealed from you worthless peons. None of you are worth it (Save for a few ~cougcough HYPERASSASSINS coughcough~), so don't even ask. It's hard enough to have to deal with my emotions without you peons pestering them out of me. My emotions! My problems! My demons! So back off bitches!

Anyways, as the title implies, weirdness has come to visit me. Well... not so much visit, more like a full-blown SWAT raid. Anyways, people have admitted things to me from behind an impassable obstacle, classes have become too taxing on my will, but most oddly are the dreams. Why HIM?! Why are they always about HIM?!

Sleep has been hard-come-by for me, as I deal with trying to get him out of my dreams. Even meditating for half an hour to clear my mind before I sleep fails me... it does the opposite for me. It makes it hard to sleep, then I get stuck in a half-asleep, half-awake ******** and when I actually do fall asleep, there he is... most of the time.

I'm not sure what these dreams are telling me to do, or to think, or how to react to him... but they always happen after I've interacted with him.

Now... if some day those dreams could just give me closure, that would be great. I won't hold my breath though...

I don't ask this of you peons... ever... but pray for me. My sanity needs it.