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man i hate it when my friends don't get along. i need adivce. what should i do? what CAN i do? i have no idea! it's a loose loose loose situation. why can't i just live in my fantasy world where everything is peaceful and noone hurts. i hate this world! i want to go somewhere far into the forest or to an ocean shore. i want to just lie down and not hear anything but the wind and the birds. i need quiet and i need peace! i hate the city! it makes me feel so trapped and it exhausts me. it takes all the life and energy out of me. i need to go back to poland on a bike trip around my favorite park and the lake feed some ducks, and get reenergized. i miss it sooo much.
i'm supposed be studying for finals now but i can't seem to get my thoughts together or to concentrate. i can't do it! aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! help! cry emo burning_eyes