I know i cant believe what that this path has brought
I know We have changed but change can be good
I know We have lost and gained,
Time is what we have learned
Time is what makes us precious
TIme is where your memory has been left
Time, Look where we are and what we have been through
I know that Your Time is over but TOGETHER is what we will be forever.
R.I.P. CHANTEL
written by JQ and Jess
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We are strong for what you have done. THIS one goes out to you.
R.I.P. CHANTEL
Written by Lee
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Let your ashes float through the air and rest in the waves were once you surfboard rode. WE SHALL MISS YOU DEARLY!!
R.I.P. CHANTEL
Written by Sky,JQ, Jess
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Maybe, Wait I know in the next life we shall see eachother and if not then in the next. You were not only my Friend, but you were my sister. Not of same blood but it felt like it. I MISS YOU!!!
R.I.P. CHANTEL
written by Alice
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I love you with my heart and if only if you were still here with us, our relationship could of grown. In thought of so, I give you my ring. Rest in peace.
R.I.P. CHANTEL
Written by Mike
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If you haven't noticed by now, I am giving tributes to my newly deceased friend Chantel. I had found out today, in the afternoon that the lung cancer had won and our dear dear Chantel passed away. She was only 18, lived with cancer for 3 years, struggling for her life which was almost taken away from us twice before. She was strong in spirit and body. Even thought she lived all the way across the globe she had a step father in vancouver and we visited in the summer if we could. Good times we had.
When I got the phone call it was from vancouver, and I thought it was my dad, but no it was JQ and she had flown down to vancouver to be with Chantel and her family. Well JQ (Jacquelyn) had called me up and said she died. First off it has seem like the world had just stopped right then and there.
I was angry at myself for I knew it was coming and I hadnt talked to Chantel since the summer when I went to the coast. And that was the last time I had saw her. We both cried becuase we didnt know when we would see eachother again. But we told eachother that we loved eachother like sisters and what not...joked around. She was actually in good condition...wasnt all that tired...she didnt need a wheel chair(only when traveling long distances). But yeah..She's gone and the day is wearing on and I slowly am feeling that sadness overcoming my "heartless" self that I 've had for so long since my last friend died a long time ago.
Its hard and I told myself I wouldnt cry....and well its not working very well. Im to the point where if I start crying I feel like it will never stop. NO tears have shed. But my body is being torn apart. Its like a weight is there from letting you go up and breathe air instead of the water around you.
You might think "thats so cruel if my friend died i would be balling" well I would love to just ball my eyes out but I cant. Its like that so many bad things have happened to me that I just stopped the crying and learn it gets me nowhere but in exchange my body just deterates........I get empty and sooner or later there will be nothing left but a badly beaten soul curled up in a dark corner trying to stand up but cant. Its more like a dream.
I miss her with all my heart and my head hurts from it.....its like physicall pain that happens, just aching and migranes just happen when someone I love dies.
Chantel if you could read this then you would be satisfied that your death is not forgotten and neither are you. Your memory and soul live in on in the green eye. (only few understand that and only those few will understand)
With all the grace withen me, Grow your wings.
Fly High.
Don't look down. Be sure of yourself.
Fly High.
The ones you love are here. Stay bright
Fly High.
Let the stars of the heaven except you. so..
FLY HIGH
R.I.P CHANTEL
written by Jess
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