Well i don't remember much about what happened but before i go on telling you the story i should first explain some things. Okay so for those of you who believe in bodies and spirits stuff or whatever you would like this. When the Spirit leaves the body while it sleeps it goes off to regenerate so it can maintain energy levels. The body does not notice too well when the spirit is gone so it just continues sleeping. What the spirit is doing is called Astral Catalepsy. At times when we are in between sleep and awakefulness and our spirit is off astral catalizing or whatever, our bodies will panic if they wake and the spirit is not yet back. It may be coming back but not completely there. Usually when the body panics, as such, it will create horrible nightmares that we may think is a real life experience. Many people have experienced this and would at least once in their lives. Many of these nightmares are of evil spirits or aliens coming to harm the person. Your eyes may be open and you may think you are seeing these shadows or aliens but really it is just your mind searching for the thing that is missing in a great panic. okay so that was a mouth full but i hope you now get the idea. So last night i'm pretty sure i did astral catalepsy. I remember being in my hallway and thinking something like "wow it was good to see everyone again! haha! what so-and-so said! that was funny. I felt kinda different. It felt like i had just come from somewhere and i was remembering what happened. Well i entered my room and it looked exactly the way i left it. "wow i should really clean this place up. yuck. okay... soooo... where's my body..." so i looked at my bed and i didn't see my body in there! omg shocker! "AH! omg! it can't get up and walk off by itself can it?!? nooo... it can't that's not a very smart thought. oh there it is!" my body only takes up a small portion of my bed and i usually stay really close to the wall. apparently my body is alot smaller than i thought. It looked just like me! just lying there. breathing. "hunhh... well I'd better get back in there... before my body realises i'm not there and it wigs out on me. i miss this kind of freedom though. oh well... some other night i guess. I just have to wait another 60 years." apparently i will die at an early age? well i remember i put my hand out and touched my foot. When i did that i took to the shape my body was in but i was kind of.. like.. levitating and i could feel this pull. It's hard to explain. but i remember that feeling. I could feel myself join together. like energy was entering my body. Once i was almost completely joined i hoped so much that my body wouldn't wake up as i entered. Then i felt my body being extremely tired and i decided that i would not wake up but keep on sleeping. I remember kind of waking up for afew seconds but i fell back asleep. I don't know... was it all a dream? or was it real? I can't tell for sure but it was really cool that i was actually able to remember that awesome feeling of utter freedom. Of no sadness. The feeling that i could actually keep a smile on the rest of my life. Of love. Today i realised something. That freedom will truely come when we leave this earth. I can't wait for that day. I look forward to it. Our freedom is just a life away.
Itchy Gonzalles Community Member 
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