Okay, so for a while now I have been havin' tons of mental breakdown and panic attacks due to college applications and my procrastination. I've just been worried that I won't get into the college that's only 15 minutes away from my mate, or any colleges for that matter, so I was gettin' pretty bumed out. However, I took a few deep breaths and thought to myself.
I am a person who believes in fate, therefore I will go where I am intended to go. If I don't get into the college I wanted it is because I was not suppose to, and even if I go to a bad college I was meant to so it would influence me in a certain way and make me how I am suppose to be. Havin' that been said, I'm not as worried about gettin' in or not, because whatever happens was fate.
Also, I forgot that I have already been accepted into the only place that truly matters to me, my mate's heart. She will always love me just as I will always love her, so what is there to worry about? It's been almost a year since I've seen her, and I've only seen her once. Yet we are both more in love then we've ever been, so bein' close doesn't matter that much. It would be more convenient, mind you, but nothin' can tear us apart, not even distance.
Lastly, I have already been accepted into this college and have been offered a full scholarship there, so if I don't get into the ones I wanted I can always go there. Then, after a year, I can apply for a transfer and give it another shot. My mate will be in high school for another year anyway, so perhaps after the year I can transfer to the same college as her.
So yeah, now that I've thought things through I'm not as stressed about college anymore. I still am dyin' to get into the colleges of my dream, but if I don't I'm not gonna go into a huge depression about it. So yeah, that's about it on my thoughts for now.
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