Okay okay okay, better get this over with so I can have fun for the last few days of this year. I have two...no wait three major changes I'm hopin' on keepin' for the next year. First of all, my new fashion. I'll wear my lab coat and t-shirts, and all that jazz on occasion, but my new fashion will take up the majority...hopefully. That one shouldn't be too hard, I just gotta get more then one outfit so I'm not wearin' the same thing day in, day out.
Alright, number two, my eatin' habits. I ain't upset at all about my weight or anythin', I'm suprised I've stayed relatively at the same weight for so long with my piggin' out. However, recently it's been goin' overboard to the point where I'm gainin' up to 6 pounds a day, and that ain't healthy. Therefore, for the next year I will try my best not to pig out as much as I do. I'm not gonna go all starvin' myself and that stupid stuff, because all it does is lower your metabolism and makes losin' weight even harder (trust me, I got personal experiences ridin' on that fact). However, and this is the fun part, the new year ain't exactly here yet, so I got 9 days to eat however much I frickin' feel like, and I believe I'm gonna abuse that so incredibly much *orders a large pizza (seriously, I am)*. So yeah, that one is gonna be hard because I've told myself not to pig out so much and myself just won't listen, but when I get determined I don't go back, so I'm gonna have to come up with some sort of motivational thing before the new year starts or I'll be munchin' down 2 jumbo bags of chips moments after the new year ball drops. And note this, I am not sayin' that I wish to lose weight, I'm perfectly savy with the weight I'm at now because it's in the very middle of the healthy weight I should be at for my height and age. So help me, I'm gonna teach you all that you can still be happy with flesh on your bones.
And now on to the third and final resolution. I saved the hardest for last. In February, as I'm sure you all know, I will be legally changin' my name. When that happens, I will no longer be the person I have been for most of my life. Oh no, I intend to be much much better. So, to get a heads start, I plan on bein' the me I wanna be startin' January 1st. This means no more over reactin', no more complainin', and no more sudden slumps in mood. I WILL be happy (unless I have a darn good reason not to be) and I WILL help others. I'm freakin' determined for this so I'm NOT goin' back to my old self. However, I don't know if I can pull it off because I've tried over and over again only to fail. I ain't givin' up though, I know what I need to do to change, I just need to start practicin' it. Just wait and see!
So yeah, that's my resolution, so I'm hopin' on gettin' rid of all the faults I'm displeased with out of my system for the last days of the year. I know I have many other faults, but I know I can't be perfect and can live with 'em. So yeah, my three goals for 2007 and on. Woo!
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