It is pissing me off how much it has been raining. And i can't walk home when the weather is so bad. gonk i really miss walking home. its 20 minutes i have to myself, or longer if i just keep going to the park before i come home.
I do like the rain though.....but still X_X i wish it would let up so i could go for walks....
I am starting to love David more and more as time passes, though there is still a voice in my head that has its doubts. Though....whenever i get to talk to him, most of thoughs doubts are eased. I really want to meet him.....go to the Zoo in Seattle or something. I mean, its going to drive me nuts falling in love with someone and yet again not being able to meet them face to face.
I am feeling so distant from .....basically everyone right now. I never know what to say to any one.....I don't know what to talk to Kenny about anymore, michelle can't talk to me for too long at one time without getting distracted by someone else X_X
I feel out of place, and it just really sucks. All i can do most of the time is go off to the side hallway to think and cross my fingers that no one will come and bother me.
Holidays always make me depressed as much as they make me happy.....Its an odd time of the year.
 HatsuharuRocks · Fri Dec 15, 2006 @ 12:37am · 2 Comments |
