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I am sorry that you feel that way and all. I know how you feel though. Don't know what I can say to you since I am a total stranger and all but... Yeah anyway... I know that the whole razor seeking out blood thing. I don't know why it does but I know that it does. I have scares on my legs, arms, and stomach from it. It is a hard thing to stop and I wish I had never started it. It is still in my head everytime I get too emotionally gone to handle. I fight it for now though. You should have someone to talk to. It sucks that you don't. Well from what I read it seems like you don't. I don't but than again I am just paranoid and don't trust people. Haha. Hopefully you will find a way to deal with your anger and remorse that doesn't deal with the blade. Well nice talking to you. Well...

hey, i cna relate with the anger thing. a good way to get rid of your anger is to turn it into something productive that you like to do, for me it is playing my favorite songs on my guitar, just find something you enjoy doing and when ever you get angry just turn to that something