First thing to talk about, Thanks giving was the same as usual, just a big dinner. I really have no concept of why we celebrate the holiday... I guess those poor Indians and pilgrims wasted their time when it came to me. I've got nothing to give thanks for... Especially when I'm so proned to wanting my life to end... I hope one day I read back on this and laugh.
Anyways I finished my Fantasy World with Sugar Plums and Fairies, it's my first and only book that I've managed to finish. The Yu-Gi-Oh stories are in there 20s I think my Pokemon story is in it's 20s too, poor Digimon didn't make it to far... Oh well.
In the end of my fantasy world story I was going to make the conclusion three chapters long, but I got sick of it and just ended it. My wish in the stupid story was to see Jennie right before I died and it happened! Too bad my character didn't die v.v
I only got to see Jennie because that story is purely fantasy, she probably has forgotten about me by now, while she remains fresh in my mind, poking and prodding at my brains soft tissue with a cattleprod... She is so evil... It took me two years to get over Bethy, now I'm working on getting over Jennie.
The only problem with getting over Jennie is I have to do it fast if I'm going to succeed at all in this world. I can't just lay around wishing to die all the time (which is literally all I do now) v.v I never see my friends, I never go outside, I never ride my bike. I just lay around wishing for it to be over...
I really can't stand being alive. Right now I can't sleep because Stanley pissed all over my blankets so I had to wash and dry them which is a ******** pain because it's 3 ******** 30 in the ******** morning... Speaking of dirty cats, I captured a black cat in Stafford, Idono if I mentioned that in the previous entry, but now the kitten is living with me in a cage. It's still pretty feral, I'm named it blackie, we're going to give it to my grandma, once it's not such a b***h.
~rubs head sighing~ Honestly? Why am I still alive......... Life sucks
Anyways... Long ago when Yu-Gi-Oh the card game was still young I brainstormed ideas to write a dragonball fanfiction, and lately since Dave has not shutup about the stupid Budakai game, I decided to make it. This story is about a girl named Goju who is pretty much a female superman. Seeing how these Journal entries take forever, I'll write her stats and s**t in the next journal entry, so if any nerds really care they can read it XD
Today I ******** up, I was supposed to get up early and go to the Post office to get my passport, but since I stayed up all night before playing yu-gi-oh against Steve and talking to Dave about DBZ I couldn't wake up in time... I'm going to try again monday and hopefully I can do it. Well see ya around peoples...
 Shielsia · Sun Nov 26, 2006 @ 08:42am · 0 Comments |
