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Well my journal will have alot of random things as i type in it. sometimes i'll write down how my day went, or sometimes i'll just put my opinions on things that r goin on in the world. but today i'm gonna put in a poem that i wrote when i was bored in math lol sweatdrop xp . Why? Why am i still here? Is it cause i live in fear? In fear of losing him? In fear of losing a friend? No one said i had to stay, But to me it's the only way Of keeping it together, My friend and me forever, But why do i bother every day With all his negative dismay? Oh and all those insults that i dread, And sometimes i think to myself... I'd rather be dead- Than to go through every day With the healed heart of yesterday To be torn again again... So why?... This poem is dedicated to a dear friend of mine. and even if the poem may make him seem like a jerk, he really means well....it's just for some reason we don't get along as we used to anymore. and i don't even know why...it's like i skipped a part that lead to this relationship. and some days i love him and most days i don't. and it kills me that he's a whole new person, but i still beleive that the old friend i love is still in there......somewhere. what kills me more is a part of me wants to beleive it, and the other part wants to give up. but he's my friend no matter what, so i won't give up! even if it means to be heartbroken in the end......cause nobody understands him like i do...or so he has said to me before.. xX Lady Phantom Xx · Mon Nov 06, 2006 @ 10:57pm · 0 Comments


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