I did promise a rant and from what I know.. this may take a few updates til i am happy that I have whined about things that are annoying me.
So I shall begin..
Clingy people.
I have suddenly realised how god-damn much people who are obbsessivly clingy annoy me. Now, this may to some people be hippocritical as I am a clingy person at times but I don't start saying things that someone else says all the time - unless I naturally pick it up from someone.
If you want to be cingy then at least don't get so upset if they're happy spending time away from you, don't you think that sometimes they deserve a break?!
I mean I don't see how you can base your entire life around one person, maybe it's because I believe you only live once and it's making the most of that life that will grant you the greatest happiness. I don't understand what part of making the most of your life is setting your sights on one thing!
I guess the line that comes to line when I think of how this is affecting me personally,
"The way you want me more than I want you."
regection is a cold hard fact of life. It has to be dealt with.. sometimes I wish some people would understand where they fall.. even if I have made mistakes (and that's what certain things are turning into now.) in my life before.. it wasn't meant to turn out like this..
I'm aware I'm totally rambling here. .-..;
Hayley.
Yes, I am using a name here because it's a personal rant of sorts, and I don't care what people say this is my journal and my rant.
So she commented my profile with some lame emo thing. "Cos Im soo emo." *choke*
That didn't bother me, I;m used to lameass insults from people - it's part of my goddamn job! But yeah then she kinda critised how I've happyily been living my life the past year. I've given up caring about what most people think of me, my own mental health is more important to me at the moment than anything. I am happy and she has no right at all to critise that. I mean I haven't spoken to her, and vice versa - except she did all the bitching. So yeah I;m a tad annoyed at her and other people who I hardly know anymore - mainly because they bore me or irritate me- who decide to whine about how *I* want to live my life. You know what? Screw you all you have no idea how happy I am living at the moment. In fact I've been so happier recently even I'm surprised.
I;m also tiring of this rant so yeah.. I shall continue later or sunday.
<3
 HoverCrab · Sat Nov 04, 2006 @ 10:43am · 3 Comments |
