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Found this floating around the net and thought to fill it out for someones entertainment. :B
1.If you were to die this evening with no opportunity to communicate with anyone, what would you most regret not having told someone?
I guess your all thinking that I'd regret not saying 'I love you' to someone. To me that is dire bullshit. People who I love already know I love them and if they don't then by now they should have realised I have a deep love and hatred for the world as a whole and therefore I have to love them somewhere. But yes, what I would regret saying.. thinking about it I'm not sure but I guess not telling those who have deeply scared my past how thankful I am. Ok, I know that sounds terribly strange but without them I wouldn't be where I am now, and I wouldn't be so content and disgusted with my life - which is such a terribly delicate balance I inspire to write about it some day. o_O
2. If a new medicine were developed that would cure arthritis but cause a fatal reaction in 1 percent of those who took it, would you want it to be released to the public?
1% is a minority thus I would have to say yes. I know I am being a ultiltarium here but to be honest I know there is always a deep risk involved with any medicine, death is just a very far-fetched one. But to be critical of the question here arthritis doesn't pose much of a threat to me as much as life threatening diseases do, so I guess I can be fickle with my answer.
3. If you were able to live to the age of 90 and retain either the body or the mind of a 30-year-old for the last 60 years of your life, which would you want?
Neither. Truthfully when I age I age both my body and my mind, it's what nature intended overall and it's wrong to go against what is natural. Like any person I am fearful of aging but I want the life experience in my mind and my body to reflect that. I enjoy watching as my body matures and therefore I'd want to watch it die as well. That's rather pessimistic but it's true, I find the life cycle of most things fasinating and therefore want to experience it for myself. As for the mind, well my mind grows more intellectual and wiser as we grow older. I want to attempt at being a wise old woman.. most likely.. failing. xD
4. If at birth you could select the profession your child would eventually pursue, would you do so?
I wouldn't. Knowing that my parents tried to make me follow certain paths has lead me to have this deep resentment of pressuring a child into something they may not enjoy. If they want to be a lap dancer then so long as they're happy, safe and enjoy their work then I couldn't stand in their way. This question makes me think of how parents don't want homosexual children - I would differ from that. On top of everything I would want any child of mine to be happy.
5. If you knew there would be a nuclear war in one week, what would do? (you can't stop it):
Ok, I can't stop it. That's kinda ridiculous if there were huge demonstrations then some wise-guy politician/president will take note that maybe the world doesn't want a nuclear war. Other than that I would act as normal. There's no use fearing death when death will eventually consume us all.
6. Would you accept twenty years of extrodinary happiness and fulfillment if it meant you had to die at the end of the period?
I don't like extreme happiness. In a strange way I like the faults and depressions in life. I like finding the small happiness in anything I can and extreme happiness would bore me. Growing up with a pessimistic side then obviously I'm used to imperfections in my emotions, they're part of me and I wouldn't want to be someone I'm not for 20 years and then to die. It's not worth it when life is about exeperiencing both sides of the equation.
7. If the person you were engaged to marry had an accident and became a paraplegic, would you go through with the marriage or back out of it?
First lets get this straight, if I marry then it's for life and for love. Marriage is a commitment meant for life and nothing would stand in my way of making that marriage work. I would want to make my other half enjoy their life no matter what aliments they have including paraplegic. Even if they were on their death bed I'll stand by them. Love means that much of a commitment to me, and yeah people call me obbsessive but I don't care, I love like every other human on the planet.
8. Someone very close to you is in pain, paralyzed, and will die in a month. They beg you to give them poison so they that they can die. Would you? What if it was your father?
If it were my father and the mood I'm in at the moment he can die knowing how much he's hurt me. If it were someone close to me who actually meant somehting to me then yeah, I'd do whatever I could to make them happy. I'm not totally against euthanisia, if they are in that much pain and they would prefer death which they can't give themselves I would feel it would be my duty to obey their wishes. Of course I'll do it painlessly, I have a bone of compassion in my body.
9. Given the choice of anyone in the world, who would want as your dinner guest? as a close friend? as a lover?
Anyone? Oooh, the choice. It's rather annoying they have to be alive.. Ok, screw the whole one person I feel entitled to rebel.
- Stephen Fry: oh the convosations we would have. :B
- David Tennant: I will not deny I love this guy. He is an amazing actor and one hell of a good looker. - Lover then theres my match.
- Tim Burton: We can share macarbe stories and visions with one another. <3
- Amanda Palmer: I felt inclined to put a woman, so I have put the one who's inspired me the most in my life so far.
- Sylvia Plath: if it could be someone dead then I would choose her.
10. What is the worst psychological torture you can imagine suffering? (it cannot involve any physical harm to you)
I would say watching people I love be tortured and killed in front of me... or a certain incident from the other day..[deep mental scars].
I guess at the moment it would be watch my sister attempt to sing my chemical romance to Josh. I don't think I've been so deeply scared in my life. o_o
11. You and a person you love deeply are placed in separate rooms with a button next to each of you. You know that you will both be killed unless one of you presses the button before 60 minutes pass; furthermore, the first to press the button will save the other person, but will immediately be killed. What do you think you would do?
Press the button. Simple. If I love someone I want them to be happy above everything, even f that means without me. I would kill myself to allow that person to live on and hopefully find someone who will love them as much as I do.
12. Would you be willing to go to a slaughter house and kill a cow? Do you eat meat?
Ok, I eat meat - but not beef. I don't think I could kill a cow personally. Trust, I realise it's human nature and natural but personally I couldn't. Now if it were a life or death situation then of course I'd do it to survive but yeah not in the name of fun.
13. For $20,000 would you go for 3 months without washing, brushing your teeth, and using deodorant? Assume you could not explain your reasons to anyone.(you are not choosing one, you would have to go without all three)
No. At the moment personal hygiene means too much to me. I hate smelling bad and not having a shower at least once a day. I feel terribly disgusted, it's not explaining to other people that would cause the problem; it would be my personal prefrences.
14. Which of these restrictions could you best tolerate: leaving the country permanently or never leaving the state in which you now live?
Easily the later. I'd rather stay here than leave the country. Firstly my language skills are not to be desired and secondly I hate change with an abiding passion. Worcestershire isn't the greatest place in the world but it's far from the worst. I could most likely remain here and live a happy life.
15. If you could choose the sex and physical appearance of your soon-to-be-born child, would you do it?
No. If I ever have children I want it all to be an adventure and a surprise. The pregnancy, the birth, watching them grow up. While spoil all the fun when you know the results?
16. Would you be willing to decrease your life expectancy by 5 years if you could become extremely attractive?
No, firstly I have no idea how long I'm going to live and therefore I wouldn't want to loose any precious second. I also like the idea of getting old. I've mentioned before how much more I've admire myself since I've began growing and maturing. I'm seeing life as this adventure and I wouldn't want to tarnish anything it anyway. Besides it's much more respectable to admire an old womans wisdom when she has wrinkles rather than waltz around in a mini skirt, I find the thought rather revolting.
17. If your friends and acquaintances were willing to bluntly tell you what they really think of you, would you want them to?
I already believe they do. I have great friend's like that, and if they don't like my mood or whatever they will tell me outright.
18. Would it disturb you much if, upon your death, your body were simply thrown into the woods and left to rot?
I personally couldn't care. Of course if I believed in an afterlife I'd be pissed that no-one cared a damn about me but since I believe that once I die that's it then there's not much I can do about it.
19. Would you like to know the precise date of your death?
No, I like living on the edge of a knife all the time. It means I live like everyone else and I don't obbsess over how long I have left. I like the element of surprise in my life at the moment. I've changed alot and I can't wait until the next sunrise when I can experience my life again.
20. Would you be willing to give up all television for the next 5 years if it would induce for someone to provide for 1,000 starving children in Indonesia?
Ok, the only tv I really watch is QI. That's pretty much it at the moment. Now if you deprived me from films I don't think I could manage that as easily.. I like watching films and having a good cry because of them now and then. It does me good. But if it just included TV then for 100 starving children then hell yeah - easy what's 5 years of wasting away in front of a screen - I have a computer for that anyways. XD
 HoverCrab · Mon Oct 30, 2006 @ 10:59pm · 2 Comments |
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