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32. What a Day

I really like the sparkle dividers versus the Vegas lights. I’m not so sure about the colors for the high-lights, but oh well I guess. We got Desirea to come over at the last moment, but I had failed to inform Bianca about it, but she hardly ever gets to stay. She’s always so busy with everything. I feel bad about it, plus we also invited Angelin. Angelin was shy because she wasn’t used to being back in our little clique. I know we’re boring and all, but we’re all friends. Our friendship is REAL. It doesn’t fade with petty arguments or dies because of little things. Desirea has a lot of drama. I hope that she makes what ever choice is best for her own well being. I want her to be safe because she’s my friend. I’m glad Desirea could sleep, even if sleep wasn’t too good. Later on when the lights were out… It was so strange. … I think she tried to french me. I’m not sure if she did something wrong or if that’s what she really wanted, but I sort of panicked and just kissed her back harder with my lips closed together. I don’t even know anything about French kissing, let alone much about just regular kissing. I’m a nerd, but I think a lot of other teenagers have the same problems. My life is full of mellow-dramatic drama I suppose. It’s nothing major except to me….