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I.LESS.THAN.THREE.WILLIE

"I'm a little rusty at this dating thing…sorry I shouldn't have said that"

"Its okay"

-Probably the sweetest thing said to me ever.

And its weird, but the way he said it, made me feel pretty darn happy.

And the awkward silence, I welcome it. Because I know inside what it means, both of us know what to say, because we're nervous like little kids. And there's nothing wrong with being a little kid again. And even just being with Willie makes me happy.

And I can see, our relationship will be innocent and cute, like we're in grade school, holding hands and kissing secretly to each other. And that's exactly the relationship I want. To hold him. and feel and hear his heartbeat. It's nice. I don't need a stupid high school relationship with drama and sex and hormones. It's not what I want out of anyone or anything. Just someone warm and loving and responsive to hold my hand and keep me warm when its cols and cuddle and bring me a single daisy or something.

And even if that's all he gives me, it would mean the world.