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gonk my foot is asleep!!!!!!

I don't really have anything to write about today... so I figured I would write a Song/poem I wrote a while ago instead... (it's COed so you can't steal it or I sue... wink like you would want to anyways...)

*digs through all her old writings...*

Untitled

Watch me blow,
This all away.
To one day find,
It was always here.
Though I never saw.

Cause I'm finding,
These old words,
Mean everything to me.
From the start,
To the end.
These words are all I see.

They meant nothing,
When first written.
Just my way of dissappearing.
Blending in with the crowd.

I only wished to fade away,
No more standing out.
I never wanted,
Recognition.
Only to find
A way to ease
my pain.

I've tried things only my journal knows of.
Watch them try to break me,
From the shell
around my heart.

I will not love,
it's not there.
This heart is made of ice;
cold, dark and lonely.

Watch this world
fall from my grasp.
Because I couldn't save you...
I couldn't save myself.

I think this was written in 2002... I was having a lot of problems then...

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