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biggrin yayness! I am going to homecoming with a friends friend from school XD
i asked two guys out to homecoming....and got rejected by both of them because they coulnd't/didn't want to go to the dance.
the first one i asked to go with me as friends because we talked ont he bus and whatnot and i knew him a little, i waited a week before he told me no, because he had an F in a class so his parents wouldn't let him go.
The second one, was a guy i kinda like. he was a friends friend and she comfirmed that i should ask him to the dance. I was intimidated, because he is taller then me, can play guitar like i can only dream of playing, and he is pretty damned good looking. he took two days to tell me no, because he just didn't like school dances and didn't want to go. "its not you, its just i don't really like the dances" >>; that left me feeling pretty low and it led to the little incident after school with the kids at my bus stop...
^w^ then by total chance.....i met Kenny. biggrin he pointed out the gaia wing symbol thing i had doodled on my pants leg and he asked me if i was on gaia. this was pretty coincidental since i had just drawn the wing on my pants the day before when i was bored. i told him i was on gaia; that could have been the end of it all right there. but, i got him to write his gaia name on my arm so i could message him.
the next day he sat down next to me at lunch where our lille group collects every day, and we talked baout guitars and stuff for a while, and he gave me a CD biggrin
So, then i started to talk to him on gaia, he asked me my cell number, and then we ended up talking for quite some time the following friday, saturday and sunday.
But on friday, i do beleive, he asked me to homecoming. ^_^ it made me so happy because i had given up on finding a date after being turned down twice. i really didn't expect ANYONE to ask me out to homecoming (thats why i too the iniciative asn was asking people ^_^ wink So i said i would love to go with him, and thats how things got to now.
Kenny ...amazes me to say the least.
he is bi-polar type two....and he is dealing with it. He says he is a lot better than he was last year, and thats great. I can't imagine what it would be like to have up and down spikes. XD the closest i can get to thinking how that must feel is when i am PMSing. but i know that can't be anywhere as severe.
But what really stuns me....is how everything clicks with him. I have only been talking to him for almost a week now, but there isn't a damned thing i woulnd't tell him if he asked me about it. I would trust him wth anything owO i can just tell he is a good person. Almost everything he tells me makes sence, he thinks along the same lines as me, so....its just so cool just talking to him.
lol i really admire how he can dress emo one day, and gangster the next and doesn't care what anyone thinks.
today after lunch i was walking with my friend Michelle and her friend Olivia to class...and olivia asked me if i was going out with Kenny...<owO> i was like no! and michelle goes "not yet"
i really haven't thought too much about that. I mean, because of some of the things he said and some of the questions he asked me, i wondered if he liked me...but after talkign to him at school on monday, i don't think he does. ^_^; its more like he is just showing a general intrest in me. lol either way is fine XD i still have a new friend and a date to homecoming.
<owO> I find it so interesting to talk to him, and just be around him. He is just interesting as a whole. and i am kinda shocked.....no guy before now has showed an intrest to me my friend. Like really get to know me kinda deal.
i can say one thing for sure, i have never met anyone like him before, and its almost scary how ....almost coincidental that we atarted talking. <owO> Is it a sign? lol
~ Haru
 HatsuharuRocks · Thu Oct 19, 2006 @ 05:23am · 0 Comments |
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