I saw this picture and I thought about whats in the picture.Then I thought about me.
I'm not very pretty and I only where make-up on special occasions or when I want to.I just figured out hair gel and a straighting iron.Even though I talk to the two of the most popular girls at my school,I don't consider them my best friends.Those two girls told me I have pretty eyes. At least I have a pretty something.I'm not really a nerd or an outcast...I'm not very athletic but I love to play softball (even though I suck at it) or just with friends.I can't ride a bike or at least I can I just...don't do it that often and I dont have a bike.The first time I ever put make-up in front of two guys who are friends of mine...well....at least the 12 year-old is but the 17 year-old and I aren't talking....they looked at me surprised and they both said my eyes are pretty......the only thing I've heard someone tell me anything pretty or beautiful about me was my eyes.
If one guy was to tell me this.....one that I didn't know and didn't know me,I'd jump for joy and thank him.If it was someone who did know me and I didn't know them...I may jump for joy....It all....depends.I know I'm only 13 but even now...people tell me I'm mature for my age.Is that why I search for love so soon?I want someone to love me for me and if they do I'll love him in return for just that...just for love.Why con't other people feel the same way I do?
Will I always be searching for someone to love me the way I want to be loved like its not some dream or fake.Will I find what I'm always going to searching for?
 Lady_Awai · Mon Jan 17, 2005 @ 03:59am · 1 Comments |
