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Well, it's kind of annoying, but I guess it all worked out for the best.

I was supposed to have a driving lesson today, and we were going to go highway driving. I was really tired when I got home and didn't want to be out on the roads in a zombie-like state, so I went and took a nap. Good God it felt good, until my sister decides that rather than ringing the doorbell once, and then coming into the house through the garage instead, that she's going to stand at the front door until she wakes me up, and then b***h at me for taking so long. ********. Idiot. Was the extra 5 steps to the garage door just too damned much? I guess so... I nerve she has! Gah! And THEN, she stomps around the house and decides to blair her music as loud as her sterio well go AND run this stupid thing she has that sounds a lot like a hair dryer. I was like GAH! DIE!!! stressed scream [Remember? Being woken up by you makes me hate you 3nodding ]

Yeah, after I had to get up, I go over to her room and very politely ask her if she thinks it is at all considerate to play her music as loud as it is AND run whatever it was while I'm about 6 feet away, trying to sleep? To which she responds with bitching about how my music is always on in the morning and how inconsiderate I am... to which I point out that the music in the morning is my alarm (hence why it's so loud) and that I also get up 20 minutes after she does, so I fail to see her point. To which she responds 'Still! You're so inconsiderate blah blah blah... ad nauseum' Seeing that it was like talking to a brick wall, I said fine, whatever and just walked away. When I passed her room again she started saying that she was sorry for waking me up, but if I wasn't such a horrible person all the time...and trailed off when she realized she was talking to the back of my head. I get so sick of her 'apologies with strings' as I call them. It's her way of trying to be the bigger person, ridding herself of all blame and still getting her view out.

That's actually one of the big differences between us. I don't say things like that if I don't mean it. I'm not going to apoligize if I don't mean it. If I say something, it's genuine. I don't throw around weighted words that I don't feel.

Anyways, back on track.

So I see the message light is flashing, and apparently my lesson is cancelled, so I could have tried to sleep for longer, but oh well. It gives me more time to study and get all my notes organized for the religion and physics tests that I'm going to have to study for on the bus ride and at supper.

Oh! And there's a new episode of Lost on tonight! Woot!

Later ladies,
-Godi