Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

Hallo! I am Gussumaru Kenji, Gussu for short by friends. I'm seventeen years old, American (to the world: Sorry for everything really sorry), and in my senior year of highschool in Tennessee. I hope to get into to Rhode Island School of Design or some other art school and as you could have guessed I hope to be an artist. Preferably a graphic novel artist, but I'll be realistic here and realize how slim a chance that is. Lets see that that’s about it about me, except the is avatar and name are based of my (hopeful) graphic novel.
I at first never meant to create a journal but finally life got to me soooo much I had to write it down wether people read it or not it makes me feel better and I will try my best not to be boring.

My Life: 'Life's a b***h until you die and we really don't know about the after life'
Today I'm upset. My grandfather on my dad's side recently had to go to Nashville for major heart surgery and I have not been able to see him since that time. I was told finally that on Sunday I would finally get to see him. I was all excited and looking forward to the visit when just a few hours ago my step mother comes to me and informs me that she and my half-sister will be going, I will be staying at home watching the dogs. There are a lot of times in my life where I have wanted to strike her but never more then at that moment. It hurts a lot not to be able to see him, from what I hear he is doing well but it's not the same as seeing him.
It feels good to get that off my chest and at least sort of tell someone. Thank you for listening I promise in the future to try to have some happy with sad and such.