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It's amazing that when you've become completely pestmistic and depressed that something comes along at the right time to make you happy and give you hope... Even though the hope might never work it stills comes when you need it most.... The happiness might fade but you never now when it will disappear. So, you hope it stays and that flicker oppurtunity stays light long enough to be taken advantage of.... One of my new years resolutions was to stay pestmistic about me and guys and it seems that I've already broken it.... not even two days into the new year.... I only hope that becoming optimistic finally works out for me. whee