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no matter what you can say you cant hurt my feelings cuz the truth is a lie and the lie is my truth.
i am weak in body mind and soul like a peice of wood filled with termites. im crazy like a child whatchig his television called life. im deceitful in that you couldnt figure me out the day you met me.

i am strong like bruce lee because i am still here. im sane in that i shouldnt be. im truthful in that all is a lie therefor the lie is a truth.

roll me up and burn me and i am a f*****t, crumble my sanity and i am a murderer, stomp on my family and i am overemotional.

move a coach and im a saint, never leave and i am loyal, lose and i am stronger.

this isnt a pity party this is a play presented in word ment to entertain in such a stage has been set and the actors have auditioned. the jellyfish has washed on shore.

these fists are hungery for blood i can taste it its like im in a desert and and every hit on flesh is a trickle of water. everyday that goes by is a day that i dont sleep im so tired if the candle was usually burnt at both ends now its in the microwave.

god im tired

lets go back and follow the yellow brick road but this time lets forget the blindfold and just be freinds not pawns. you can do it whats there to be afraid of. lets be frank your not scary and im not scary. ha ha ha ha ha . like we could do that the bricks are all coverd in tar. looks like someone messed it up. but thats ok the bridge is burnt lets just build another.


i am the razer its so pretty until used after that it losed its luster and effectiveness. i cant even kill now im all rusty, torture is more my style until thrown away i will be.


i want some rest butt that cant happen until i leave.