Just gotta love being me
This year I turn 16....yeah yeah I know great age whatever. It's a bunch of ******** bullshit. And like every year (for the last I don't know....Two - Three years) I'm not celebrating it. You may be asking why? Well I'll tell you. EVERYONE ******** FORGETS!!! So instead of feeling like crap and crying for my birthday yet again I'm not having one. It's a stupid day anyway. I mean who cares? I'm a year old woot yay so as of last year (since that's what put me over the edge) October 17th means nothing. It's just another normal day....so much for everything. I'm serious it's a ******** up stupid thing anyway. Who needs a birthday when everyone forgets? Seriously? Why even want to get up and celebrate you being born when no one else does? Who wants to spend a day alone? Well I'd ask you but I can already answer my own question. It must be me since the few people I wanted to come last year didn't show up last minute and the year before that I got bitched at because my parents smoke? IT'S NOT MY ******** FAULT! So just back the hell off. So 16 isn't sweet, it's a stupid thing made up by delusional people so ******** it. I don't need it. I don't want it. A simple day where someone is happy that I was born would be nice. But sure that'll happen when pigs fly and I can start fires with my mind. So there I'm not having one. Hope all my "friends" here are happy. YET another year I'll be spending that use-less, worthless, piece of crap day alone. CONGRATS!!!
To all you people who like birthday, Have a nice birthday, I hope no one forgets yours.
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