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crying "Goodbye has never been so hard, lets change it to see you around"

I just came back from fencing camp at Penn State the other day. Two weeks of working out everyday for three sessions and hangin out with my girls from last year. Needless to say Im in shape again. Leaving there was very emotional for me this year considering Im a senior and will not be returning. Its ironic though because while i was there I was very agitated with everyone and very solitary, especially the second week more so than the first week. Life is unpredictable and I am indecisive.

Just as summer is marking its halfway point I have come to realize, I have not enjoyed summer to the fullest extent. I work five days a week, 9 hours a day. I have not been to the beach yet. I went to California, but only to assist a relative, not a vacation. The only vacation I went on was right after my birthday to a car show in Mass. Needless to say some unneccessary drama occurred there, and has still not blown over entirely.


"Just as days move on and never stop, human behavior is just as cruel"