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If I Fade Away
.....Would anyone notice?
A crazy dream, where did it begin?
I had a dream that I had to write down. Where it begins for sure, I’m… kinda fuzzy on that detail. I know it somewhat started out with me watching the girls... But the last part that I remember, I was playing in a huge band. This one girl walks up to me and says that I’m mean for seemingly no apparent reason... We’re taking a two minute break and the drums are plasticizing. My music teacher says she’s happy to have me back and she starts to cry and hugs me. I’m in English class soon after that, and I’m finishing this picture thing or something with this new teacher. I get the feeling that her name might have been “Dolores.” I have never met that teacher before even though amazingly I saw her face in great detail which is rare for me. I’m drawing some things and as soon as I finish, I guy I used to like “Travis” comes in with one of his friends and starts talking to me. He said that he’ll either graduate this year with me, or next year with my little Brother. I kinda laugh at this at first, but I feel sorry for him.

Then it’s later at night and everyone is hanging around this huge lake, with a huge fort n the middle of it. First there’s a guy doing tricks and juggling with balls that are on fire. The called him something like “The lord of fire” which was his pretend nick-name or something. There are these two people that are always on a canoe that move really fast. There’s a girl who’s navigating it, and a guy that’s always relaxing there. I was on the fort and he said something to me. I said, “Now you’re going to get it!” I take a stance and try to use the wind around me but I barely throw a gust of wind at him. He laughs and everyone around me does too. I think ‘There’s no wind tonight for me to use… I should have known that.’ I climb up the latter and find some splinters, or wood chips or something and climb to the very top of the fort. I throw them at the guy as they circle the fort in the canoe, and it starts to sink. He says that I’ll pay for that. As he runs up the side of the fort, I loose my balance and fall into the sinking canoe. I wake up, and I’m dressed up some weird clothes and I start dancing and singing. It’s like a full production music video type of thing. Towards the end, some guy shows up and tries to take me back to school. Before he can get to me, a wolf shows up and says, “Love only brings the feelings of hell on the inside and out. Only a fool would think otherwise.” He shoots a beam of light from his mouth and grazes the side of his head and hits his shoulder. I can’t do anything except lie there as the wolf carries me away. That’s the end of my dream.





 
 
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