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	Shana.Journal Daily Rantings. Occasional joy. Possible epiphanies. Infinate profanities. Woo hoo.


I hate that Catherine's right. She hates me so I shouldn't listen to her, right? Logically, yes. But... she really is right... I b*h too much about things I don't do anything about. I bh about my friends when I share all of their bad habits. I bh about good times when I really, really had fun. I bh about spending money when I love to recieve stuff. I bh about the environment when I barely volunteer anymore. I bh about the internet without making any move to fix it. I bh about my damn, **** mouse that someone else had to replace... I mean, God, when will it end? I'm the worst hypocrite I know. And that's saying a lot. And don't any of you dare talk me out of it or I'll cry or get talked out of the fact that I'm a hypocrite. I don't want to lie to myself. I am who I am. But, I'll be damned if I can't try to change that. shanasei** · Fri Dec 17, 2004 @ 06:36am · 3 Comments


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	You're only human. Offline gastronomic cannibalism · Community Member · Sat Dec 18, 2004 @ 07:38pm


	Your only human We still love you even with your fualts nobody is perfect after all All that we expect or want is that you be you huggels your speciel, never forget that You big bro ~Takeshi~ Offline Takeshi_Kechi · Community Member · Wed Dec 22, 2004 @ 06:53pm


	Nellie-> Well, yeah, haplessly enough. But I know a lot other humans that do a much better job at tackling that particular hinderance(?) than me. Thankies though. <3 Onii-chan-> Nee~ heart heart ::huggles wike cwaz-eh again:: Thankies; that's really sweet. 3nodding Though, I still think you guys deserve better than the s*t I'm always throwing at you... I hate it when I throw mini-tantrums, but I can't stop myself. It's like I'm not there anymore; all I can do is watch people float away. And when I can take control of it again, nobody's forgotten, and I'd feel worse if I had to make all of you forgive. It just... I... ugh... ::huggles again:: Thankies, both of you, for putting up with me, and for not feeding me lies about how I'm not a hypocrite. It means a lot* more than you'll ever know. heart Offline shanasei · Community Member · Wed Dec 22, 2004 @ 07:19pm

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