June 7th, 2018
I did it.
I broke up with my boyfriend. But it doesn't feel the way I thought it would. It didn't go the way I thought it would. I could barely get my sentences out. He couldn't look at me. I hurt him so much. And I feel nauseous and like a piece of s**t.
I honestly feel like I broke him. He wasn't expecting it, it's like he was blindsighted. I told him - selfishly - that I still want him in my life and all he said was "we'll see" in the most defeated voice. I've never heard him sound like that. I hate this. How do people do this?
I know I had to, I know that with the feelings I have for Mike that I couldn't be in a relationship with him. I know that. Emotional cheating is still cheating. But I feel like I'm gonna be sick.
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