January 26th, 2018
For almost 4 months I have been severely depressed but at least I think I know what may have instigated such a devastating bout (which I often don't as there is no instigator). I believe that the halting stop of where I'm going in life was the trigger. I turned 23 this past October and aside from student debt amounting to roughly 20 thousand dollars and a BA in theatre studies collecting dust atop my bookshelf I have nothing to show for it.
I've not been to work in nearly 4 months, in fact, I've barely left the house. I can't seem to summon the motivation required to do anything and this is only making it worse. I write, not because I need attention, not because I hope someone will tell me what to do, but because by doing so I admit to myself that something is wrong. I still don't know where to go from here but I know that I have a problem and doing nothing will not help.
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