..It's 4:28 AM.... *groans* I layed down after supper trying to get more than two hours sleep and when i walked out at whatever time i took my headphones off i found out i was completely alone. That was a heart attack an a half for me. I hate being alone here.
I still feel really replaceable.. Useless and unwanted. Am I a burden to my friends? Am I a burden to the one i am growing fond of..? I.. really feel like it. Is there no way to be reassured that im not? probably not. I can't bother them with this. I will continue to avoid contacting the,.. I will continue my experiment. No one seems to even care im not speaking with them...
...It hurts...
....Does no one care for me at all?.....
-Lue
Lucifer Knightroad · Sat Jun 17, 2017 @ 09:32am · 0 Comments |