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why do things that haunt you always come back?
how come they can't just stay locked in your memories
unable to be free?
why do they keep coming back
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and why is it
that it's always someone you love
who makes you remember?
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and why do you put so much time
into being in love
because it's mearly going to end
love can't last forever
because love has no true form
so you can never keep it.
It's just going to die.
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because everything dies
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nothing last forever.
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and the penelty of love dieing is pain.
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so, why is love so wanted?
why does everyone want to fall in love?
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if love is so great, then how come it hurts so much?
to make the time you are happy, better
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but that makes the time that you are sad, worse
if you can't take the pain with the pleasure, then why do we take them at all?
because the pain can be mended, lonelness can not be.
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so, we're kinda forced to be with someone, right?
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how do you get that?
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because, if we do fall in love, we get hurt, but we get better over time, but if we don't, then we'll always be sad
.........true. i guess your right.
so if i never want to fall in love, i'll be alone.
you'll always have yourself.
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but that's not something people want. they want more people, it's part of being alive.
but it's not fair
i never said it was, but love is great when it's real and between two people who truely love each other.
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just because love isn't real to you right now doesn't mean it won't be later.
but i don't want to feel pain. i don't want those memories!
no one wants bad memories. but if we didn't have them, then how would we learn? it takes death to make people relize what is important to them
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luckily, death isn't the end of it all.
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what is death?
does anyone really know?
can you ever know?
or is it like love?
if you know what it is, then you're not really alive?
if you can see what it is on the outside, while experiancing it,
you're not in it
you're outside it
dead.
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