Officially i am not talking to my real father... He Blew it big time.
I cant really explain him and how he has treated me...
Today my father came to visit, Nearly two weeks after my birthday.
HE WAS MENT TO SPEND SOME TIME WITH ME SO HE WAS STAYING OVER NIGHT.
He took me and my sister out for dinner, then we went to look at these shops he wanted to look in. When we were walking home he decided he wanted to stop at the bottle shop. He brought some alchacol and he took it home. My mother was woken up, And when that happens she is really scary. Dad lay down on my sisters bed and went to open one of he's drinks.
Mum went off at him, "You dont come into someones house and drink alchacol!"
She was really grumpy. Since in our house the only alcoholic drinks we have are on birthdays and christmas. I think she just wanted something to b***h about.
Anyway Dad got angry and took he's keys and put his alcoholic drinks in his car. I was in my room and he came back in and said he was leaving and he couldn't take this crap. Remember my parents are split up. He had only been here for 3 and a half hours... Mum told him as he said he was leaving "If you leave dont ever come and visit again!" She yelled this at him. But he left anyway.
You think why im not talking to him no more is pathetic. IT ISN'T!
All my life ive not existed to my father, My older sister did but i was invisible!
When my mother was with him he treated her so badly when she was pregnant with my sister and me. Sometimes he said he was going fishing and go out drinking. Sometimes he went out drinking and not come home for a few days. Even my mother was accused of cheating on him by my grandmother "Margret"
When she told her she was pregnant. When we were babies, Me and my sister was sick, One of us had namonia (cant spell it...) and the other had something else. He Just went out drinking and didn't care... (Mum told me this after dad left today... She was really upset because she hates the way im treated by him... ) She put up with him till christmas 1995 then she left him... I was only 6 or 7. As i said before i get home sick... So i dont go down to see him... So as ive already said, He's made excuses when it comes to me all my life. So im just plain sick of it. Mum is too. My sister doesn't know what to think... ... But he's "Apparantly moving to queensland" to live with he's girlfriend so i hope he stays there.
I told you it was hard to explain... So yeah you probly dont get how i feel. Some of it i just dont want to tell... ...
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