Ok Hi I'm back and this time im super pissed....well not really it is just that two of my particular friends are being asshats and it *argh* not making me very happy.
well anyway, I have known this guy named Aaron since i was 11 and me and him are super tight. Lately me and him have been closer than ever and he keeps asking me for a "specail pic" and i refuse and well he just sorta gave up on that. Thats not my point though. ok one day my freind amanda was over and i was talking to Aaron on msn and she wanted to know what he looked like so i went into my folder and showed her a picture of him. well she was all like he is so sexy. that was two years ago. now my friend brittney knows about him from cadets and she is completely over upsessive about him. then all of a sudden amanda just jumps in and asks for his msn and i gave it to her......wrong move.
Amanda is the kind of girl that go after a guy and will destroy anything in her path till she gets it and well when she gets the guy she wants she goes and cheats on him with more than one guy.
Brittney is the kind of girl whos dad is a trucker and becuase of that she thinks she knows everything and has to rub it in your face even when they are wrong.
they both have their good sides though but lately....i just wanna kill them.
this is what amanda and brittney did to me.
i have the biggest crush on Aaron. and both amanda and brittney know this. once i told them they went right for him. for brittney it was all a joke though just to get me pissed of and it is working pretty dam well i must say. Amanda had told me go for him and so i was then all of a sudden she buds in and starts calling him and doing all of this other stuff. so one day is math class she wrote me a note saying "i'm going for aaron. he is mine. if you try to get in my way i will make him forget you"
so i was a little stunned and you know wat......he has almost forgot me. our friendship is dwindling and aaron is going down a path of hurt and pain.
I am trying with all my power to stop if from happening i know for a fact that he is gonna be hurt. AManda is already going out with 3 other guys at the moment. He is just gonna be a fly cuaght up in her web.
It is driving me crazy!!! i havent talked to him all week becuase i have been speed skating and hanging out with some friends and in that time amanda has been talking him out of being friends with me and i know that there is some way to stop it but i just cant find it....... some one help me....im drifting downwards and i cant seem to stop falling. so many bad things have been happening lately and i cant control a dam thing. i feel like a rag doll being pushed around.
and if all of this aint enough some girls want to beat the s**t out of me for standing up for my friends. which i dont know how that works. is it becuase i have guts to stand up to people who threatin me......well w/e
what comes my way comes my way
i know im stronger then them all so bring it you evil bitches!!! u will be left in the dust !! and i swear if amanda hurts aaron i will kill her!!
that was my life at the moment......deep thinking is what i need to do right now.
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