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High school started this September. I thought that it would be a nice way to start anew. I mean, it's not often that you get put in a new environment where you'll be staying for a while. Heck, the next freshest start I'll have is the transition from high school to university, and that's in three years! It's too far in the future for me to really think about.

Anyhow, I think the only thing that drags me down in number nine. Granted, there was a long duration where I did hold special feelings for him, but it just can't be. At the current moment, if anyone is curious about our relationship, we're practically strangers again.

Funny, I think, because I told him that's exactly what I DIDN'T want. It was bound to happen, though. Now that it's come to this, I'm not even the least bit surprised. Slightly disappointed, yes, but not surprised. sweatdrop

I thought that as this school year progressed, I would be able to get over him completely. It's not like me to forcefully stop my fondness for someone. However, I felt like for me to have a good and fulfilling high school life, I need to let go of number nine.

He's a figment of my past, now. He's nothing more than a distant longing.

... or so I thought.

Two nights ago, I had a dream. It was an odd dream and so far, I've not been able to make sense of it. There was a point in the dream where I saw number nine.

It was so strange seeing number nine in a dream again. This time, it didn't feel special. It felt like he was just... there.

He wasn't alone in my dream. I saw his face and he was turned towards a girl who sat opposite to him. They were on a bench and I was watching from afar.

It was only a brief second, to be clear. In my dream, the moment he existed lasted only a short while before the dream continued.

In that time, I was able to see on the back of the girl's head. She was blonde; her hair as fair as silk. Even without seeing her face or figure, I could tell she was beautiful.

How typical of number nine. He always falls for the beautiful.

He has good taste in the other gender, I must admit. Those who he finds beautiful happen to be pure at heart as well. I'm kind of jealous.

Ack! It's this late already?! emotion_0A0 Okeedokes, well, I hope to see you readers next time! I need to go attend science homework and study for a religion test! Bye byes~!



Today's lyrics are:
Some far away
Some search for gold
Some dragon to slay
Heaven we hope is just up the road

Comment below what you think the title and artist of this song are and a reward shall be granted! Until next entry~! yum_puddi