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5/14/2013

I drove home at 7am like baws. It was with firm control and yes I was not ok. But I had to being the van home and my mom was like only now you come home? and I'm like you want me drive home drunk? So yeah, slept til 1pm and was like eh not dehydrated. My friends dumb showering wasn't gonna help. She tried i was like gone though. And like i heard voices but thats it. cAuse you're supposed to let them heave ho and give water. Oh yeah best position for was standing up although she wanted me to kneel.I couldn't i did though eventually, and well IDR.

Woke up put shirt on, slapped self and went home after thanks and amg the hell. They too left and were in the car when i sort of needed to sit and think in the van. Like what just happened. So yeah home sleep yes. Woke up mom gone dad gone bro gone, me need ....nothing. I felt like ok, but my mind was like you need to replace the fluids lost and eat something. So bananas and coffee bread water yeah took it chiil played some league and got offered to smeb was taking long and had to go cause mom was like we go now. we go buy food, cause I'm the driver when it gets darker and she wanted to go hospital visit again.

And here I am recollecting my thoughs. Ugh I dry heave a little scared to eat something atm. or drink atm. but can't sleep atm. so peace.



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