I hate when you play songs that when you hear it all you can do is think of someone. A friend, a crush, an ex. And you just wish you could talk to them for a lil while. But you can't for one reason or another. It really sucks. The closer i get to the end of this semester the more i can not get my mind off this guy. He was a good friend, prob could have been more but theres always things in life that jump in the way. So much i wish i could share with him though. Always at least felt like he cared. It was weird. I could tell him things all the time, and not feel judged. And at the same time, he was not pushing for anything and being one of those overly emotional people. He was someone i looked forward to talk to and now that is gone. Sadly.
Bout to graduate with an AA soon and transfer for my BA which i can not wait to get. I love the career i picked out for myself and im telling you right now.... i can not wait till school is over. I just want to work in my field and deal with that. Sometimes i think working is way easier than going to school. They should pay us more to go to school lol. (pay us as in Fafsa) but ah well. Least there is that to start with.... but like i said. Can not wait. Sick of being a broke a** college student who can barely afford food or gas. ******** that s**t.
On another side note, i want out of my school not just because i wanna work but im still freaking worried this psycho b***h is gonna show up to school and try to attack me. Go to security telling them i dont feel safe. they tell me it is prob nothing. The ******** is wrong with people? takes my friend being threatened with a visible weapon before they do s**t?! and then cant even keep her a** off campus!? SERIOUSLY?! uuugh. morons. i swear... if i see her... just... no... im pretty sure she is not aloud on campus for at least THIS semester.. so im glad to be out but im gonna worry about my friend...
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