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That one song that can always make you tear up, I keep listening to this certain one, and its extremely sad.
I don't even know why I continue to listen to it, when everything in the past is done and over.
Maybe I'm lying to myself, maybe I'm denying everything I did from then and until now, but everything is going well.
There are some things I wish I didn't do, and some things I wish I shouldn't do.
I don't know, I'm so tired I'm about to pass out. My sleeping patterns have become extremely irregular. But, I just couldn't get this out of my head.
This Korean Song, that hold so much meaning, that I just can't abandon it.
The old songs that I shared with him, I don't know.
And to think I moved on, I'm still doing my best.
He's already on his own, so I should just stay this way. There are better people out there.
But my heart keeps pulling me back. So does depression, coming in to ruin my happy moments.
I saw this one picture on facebook, and it was saying something along the lines of

"Your brain makes you forget things you want to remember,
But your brain also makes you remember things you want to forget."

This means so much. And it's true, things that are less important are less likely to be remembered, and then there's those traumatic experiences that you can never forget.
There's also another quote where, you can forgive but you can't forget.
I don't know. I guess it's just a sudden tone change in my current mood with my current life.
School was good today, nothing really happened. Me not sleeping though does annoy my friends because I guess the brain juices are flowing to the opposite areas.
I came home, texted my best friend, he seemed well.
Wifi was ticking me off, then I IM'd some people on skype, and here I am, making this entry before I nap.
So much happened yesterday too...
I don't want to explain, because its just so confusing.
agh, that's completely unrelated to what i was trying to point out in this entry
...
but i can't stop listening to this song
i need a new song.