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im such a whore. agh.
gotta be on everything to keep myself distracted.
post almost a lot of s**t because i have no life.
meh. ><
i'm just going to get whiter instead of skinnier.
people say i look like i'm glowing when they see me.
this blonde
agh
well
i hope this pause doesn't last forever.
im dying haha
e u e;
let the future come soon.
even if this is false hope.
i'm trying my best to stay positive.
even though whenever i do stay positive, it ends up as a terrible tragedy that no one gives two shits about.
i need to make myself a better person too.
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needa stop abusing myself like that.
not eating, not drink the right amount of water, just
comp comp comp comp rage comp comp comp orly comp comp comp
agh
lord save me already.
im getting dizzy again. o .e;