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Broken promises
But you don't really mind
It's not the first time and you know it
Don't you know
Tell me why it is you only smile inside
But when you break me into nothing
Don't you know
It's not like I haven't tried over and over again
Stupid fights, wrong or right
Goodbye
I remember when you came with me that night
We said forever, that you would never let me go
But here I am again
With nothing left inside
Know I don't wanna
But I gotta let you go
You're the one mistake I really didn't mind
So beautiful, unmerciful
It took me down
Too little and too late
See now I know your kind
You fake it easy just to please me
Don't you know
It's not like we haven't tried over and over again
Sleepless nights, wrong or right
Goodbye
I remember when you came with me that night
We said forever, that you would never let me go
But here I am again
With nothing left inside
Know I don't wanna
But I gotta let you go
I gotta let you go
It's you
There's nothing I can do
I remember when you came with me that night
We said forever, that you would never let me go
But here I am again
With nothing left inside
Know I don't wanna
But I gotta let you go
This song fits so perfectly with what's going on in my life right now, it's not even funny. Well, the actual lyrics apply to a certain individual, but the situation involves myself as well.
*sighs* Well, lucky for all of you, I don't feel like going into a long, drawn out sob-story of the past couple of weeks. So, to throw it all in a nutshell: I've dated this guy for a year, he's a control freak and VERY protective, and the longer we've been together, the worse he's gotten. This weakened our trust, the love began to fade, I found another guy that totally swept me off of my feet, but he's going to be leaving in about 3 months for the army, therefore he doesn't want to get involved in a relationship, meaning that I am now surrounded by a dark void of emptiness and lonliness... it hurts terribly. I wanted to do the right thing, but now I'm not so sure I did...
*sighs again* I'm trying to get away from the overprotective boyfriend, but he keeps on coming back to me saying "I'm sorry.. please forgive me.. let me show you happiness.. give me another chance..." etc., and it makes me feel guilty and then I second guess my decision.... >< DAMMIT!! Mother f*****, son of a b****, stupid, freakin' emotions!!! *takes in several deep breaths* ... I'm okay... just miserable... ^^;;;;
And that ends another one of Kitty's dramatic journals... stay tuned until next time to find out if she finds a date to prom or not.... *dun dun dunnnnn*
~Kitty
 Broken Advent Child · Wed Apr 19, 2006 @ 04:01am · 0 Comments |
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