December 23, 1995-Summer of 2000:
December 23, 1995-
Well me along with my sis and bro was born(we're triplets >_< wink and from what my mom told me my dad never came to see our birth. The only ones there was my uncle, my grandparents and my older sis and bro.
1998~
First time i sang! well wasnt all international singing sensation but it wasnt bad either biggrin ummm I started noticing things going on between my uncle and mom but i wasn't sure. I ask my sis and bro(older) but they said they havent seen nothing. Idk i guess it was just me. I think not having a real dad for 3 years does that oh well.
1999~
Went to disney and the beach for the first time. It was awsome! The best part was i got to learn how to surf. ofcourse at that time i was sorta stubborn but hey i was only 4 XD. We went to a restourant that had karoke(however u spell it) My mom had such a wonderful voice. but of course thats expected she always sung us to sleep or when we were trouble. my older sis and bro did a duet. that was nice too. then came to me. i was soooo nervous! i started to cry out of no where. then my uncle came to me and sang the song with me.....that was the first time and best thing we did together....-sighs- however it's gonna soon be a memory
Summer of 2000~
well im in elementary now. Older sis and bro were and fourth grade i think while me and my other siblings where in kindegarden. me and sis was in the same class bro in another. The teach never liked me idk why i wasn't bad. The only time she actualy talked to me was when i brought our bird to class.( aint that being fake -_-)
anyway my sis was popular, bro stayed in trouble, and me no friends. Only time i associated with other kids were when we were doing activities. Anyway for the summer we went to some daycare camp while my uncle was at work and mom's at home. One day one of the counselors took me home cause i was sick. At the same time my unc didnt have work so he was home too. After they had took me to my room things were quite the whole day. I guess whatever they was trying to do they couldnt do it cuz i was still up ^^ hahaha! later on that night i couldn't sleep so i got up to go to my mom room. Well that theory i had when i was 3, started to come true. I heard my uncle saying things to my mom. Sounded like he was trying to ask her out or something. Anyway seemed like she refused and at first i thought woman you crazy. But then i saw him grab her, she slapped, he pushed her on the bed, and thats when i came in and punched him in his nuts. Then i ran to my mom. My unc got even more furious cussed both us out. He gave me look as if i was going to regret what i did but i didnt care. i just gave him a dirty finger and left the room with my mom while he was stil on the floor(guess it wasnt that big if he stil hurting from a lil kids punch -_- pathetic) So mom and i went back to my room and talked for a bit. Long story short she refused to accept my uncle's offer cause she was still in love with my dad. I was still young so i didnt understand love. I just knew i hated my uncle and my father. The rest of the night i didnt sleep. Too busy watching over mom. Next day my unc was no where to be found guess he went to work. Well we stayed home. My mom needed to go to my neighbors house for my two brothers cuz apparently they beated her sons up(one 2 years older than my big bro and the other the same as me) anyway my sisters where outside with their friends and i was left inside (ik it sounds irresponsible and yea it was but i just needed tv so it aint matter) 3 hours l8tr my unc came home. i was on the couch stil glued to the tv. He went to the kitchen and got something. So busy in the tv i didnt care. At first something didnt feel right so i kept my gaurd up. And i was right. Lucky his fat a** was so heavy i heard the floors creaked and that got my attention and i saw him with a knife. I tried to go to the door but he punched me out the way then got on me and tried to stab me. Surprisingly i could hold him back cuz he was really weak. i screamd as loud as i could but nobody came. I kept screaming and kicking but soon started getting tired. I then almost gave up but i saw a man burst through the door and punched him out the way. I took that chance to go outside and got my mom. We came back and the man that was fighting my uncle was against the wall bleeding while my unc was unconscious on the floor. My sis called the ambuelence(how the hell she not call the police idk but its regretable now). After the ambuelence came and took the man to the hospital my mom cried for hours. Me trying to figure out whats going on and then finally my older bro told me that was our dad..... I sat there with nothing but rage and confusion. The man... that abandoned his family is in the room getting treated. All i could think was he should die but at the same time thought why did he save me or...how did he knw i was in trouble. 5 hours l8tr the doctor said he'd be ok . He noticed i was sorta in pain from the punch my uncle gave me and asked if i wanted to be treated. I refuged at first but then accepted. After i was done treating we went home. The next day we went to see if my dad was awake. Amazingly he was up. Everyone went to him cept me. I just looked at him with anger. Since i was the youngest for some reason they said im gonna experience the most emotions(dk why) anyway long story short dad explained why he left us. Didnt know if he was really ready for a big fam. Was having trouble raising my older siblings and when news came that my mom was pregnant again he bailed. My mom to nice cuz she allowed him to come live with us. everyone else acted like everything was ok but i wasnt fooled. I kept my eye on him. Out of all my years being on this earth this was summer that surely changed my life forever and it could never be forgotten.
 Tobi Banyez · Wed Jan 02, 2013 @ 02:08am · 1 Comments |
