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still smiling
im tired of crying,
sick of trying,
out side im smiling,
inside im dying.

its so hard to love you,
when i see you love some one else.

its hard to love you so much,
will give up my heart to you,
but then i see how much you dont care.

im jealouse of he when she hugs you,
becuase she si holding my life in her hands.

when i try to hate you,
it never works out,
its funny how you can love some one,
when you realy dont care .

for one second,
i though you cared.

i cant stop thinkin of you,
and how you never loved me,
and how you never will,
and i cant forgive.

i'd give anything ,
to be the one ,
huging you.

i cant stop crying,
because the only one who can make me stop,
is the one that made me start

i want to be tah girl he looks at and says,
thats her.

I WISH YOU WOULD LOVE ME THE WAY I LOVE YOU