her heart isn't beating,
still breathing in the stale smoke filled air
I catch a glimpse of someone stop and smile
you can see it in her eyes,
the sole, a kaleidoscope of colours
not a ******** care in the world
she'll dance her way to happiness,
laugh her way through the racing images in her mind
closed eyes flash memories of better times, you never wanted to ******** let her go,
I wish I could take her hand,
show her another side of the sun,
break through the trees with a cigarette in hand,
she'll smile,
but I'll bet there's a softer side of you
one you'll never show,
as much as she wanted to say, scream what's its like to lose everything when you feel you have nothing left worth living for, well ******** you never bothered to mention,
and now I wish I knew how to say good bye,
